26.5.10
lost for words .
i still wonder what will happen if you were still here .
sucks doesn't it .
you never seem to go away from my memories .
i'm using your email as my blogger account .
looking back at my old tagboard , your name's still there .
one time or another i find myself having this hope that i'll see your name light up in msn or getting a text from you .
i thought i was over everything .
i was wrong .
i never felt more sad today .
i couldn't bring myself to tell anyone .
because till this day you've always had this special place in my heart .
haha ...
i guess in situations like this , you'll give me that cheery smile once again
and assure me " you know it's going to be okay "
i miss you .
everything has a time for itself .
i suppose i should move on ,
as hard as i can .