im disappointed yet happy .
Though i did not meet my expectations , God showered me with love all the way .
i really thank God for his children on earth .
They fill me with hope :>
as i walked back from nexus , i could not hold back my tears .
in the train , my teardrops fell on the floor .
a middle aged woman gave me a look of concern before using her slipper to step on the tears , dragging them along with her feet .
the tears were dry and the woman smiled at me .
thank God for little acts of kindnessess that strangers do :)
even though im not really a child one can tolerate , my dad sensed i was down and he texted me to remember that he luvs me .
really thank God for my awesome father . I really want to be good salt and light so he'll go back and know Christ once again .
Thank God for the many people who comforted me .
Though not much was said , knowing that you guys care for me in the first place really makes my day .
Thank God for the many people in my life .
I truly cherish and love every single one of you .
Maybe God's plan for me was not to sing in the first place .
Its 23:28 , 32minutes before i can bid farewell to my hope .
most probably i'll not get in but im still thankful that this situation caused me to realize how fortunate i am to have such wonderful people in my life .
Proverbs 5:21 For the ways of man are before the eyes of the LORD, And He ponders all his paths.
I strongly believe that God still has a plan for me .
Whatever the case , i want to serve the ministry with all my heart .