ladida im such a pig
oleh im posting ! =D
gah though my blog readership is like usually <25 ..
i still blog ! HA
yala my blog wont famous one :S
haha (:
psh even im dont bother to look at my own blog except tagboard .
which i dont reply HAHA .
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Friday to Sun was fab !
hehehe .
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Afterschool lunched with stacy !
we had LJS & my food was darn cheap thanx to coupons :D
gotta save more $$ , i overspent all my extra money .. OPPS
after food went to library with stacy,dilys&anqi
abelsqueezeylim was there wakaka .
reached back school with 1.5hrs to spare .
read stacy's chickensoup for tweens .
super awesome and touching .
wanna get a chickensoup myself :>
Floorball training w/ qi incharge .
did physical training that was rather slack .
after fb rushed down to sportsday with shiqi and tiff
we missed prayermeet awww ..
had many rounds of captain's ball that day .
AWESOME !
haha i don't want to look down on my own abilities anymore .
If i lack or is poor in something , i just gotta work harder to achieve it
after 1hr plus of nonstop captain's ball , finish zixuan's bottle of water LOL .
sorry ! :<
train home with jackson & daryl .
chloe bus-ed aw :<
till now what jackson said stays in my mind .
"Being a shepherd is easy , But the road to being a good one is difficult"
or something like that .
a simple tasks growing already became so hard for me .
wanna jiayou more to serve God with a purpose .
Boast for him and not myself :>
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Saturday service .
Awesome .
btw i notice i like to use awesome a lot ah :/
really awesome what ! Hahaha .
service was really good ya ?
cant travel to do missions but yeah im started on the small things i can do to contribute :)
after service studied and had a yami cone :)
yucks . :X
shopped @ 313 with qing and brenda
had toastbox laksa for dinner with tehcbeng yums :)
home-d shortly after .
the moon that night was freaky .
like world want end like that .
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Sunday studydate !
met at 1.30 but i was late .. sorry !
shiqi dont like chocolate hehehe .
ate lunch at sumo house .
katsudon was ok ok .
that place super niao
55cents to go their toliet
finished hmwrk today (beams)
had roti prata for dinner
ugh i feel so sick now .
mondays suck .
ugh i hate the feeling of knowing there's a test tml .
tamade ! T.T
kk , off to slumberland nightxz :D

shingz im so lazy to blog at times :<

God suddenly reminded me to post this LOL .

Hehe im so lazy to blog ahh ..

Perhaps i should stop looking down on myself this once and learn from everything .

hehe its my 200th post today :>

tsk so much happened past few days yeah ?

Lalala school went by pretty fast today .

I owe you my life . i will live to bring you praise .
Don't worry Lord , see me stand strong .
with you all things are possible :)
i love you .

When will i learn .
Time waits for no one .
Be independant .
You'll never grow if you never learn .

LAAAAAAA .
Im blogging cus im bored boo :<>
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Yesterday !
Study date @ kohqing house =D
study fail wahaha .
im planning to get a up to date assessment book .
we cheerleading instead !
i wanna be flyer but idk how lock properly .
oh well im happy with base :>
we met about 1.30 @ hgm & dabaoed food there
idk why but i luv meltz alot but i can never finish it (or NOT have the sick feeling after eating it)
homeworked awhile before i fbed with pearl's phone .
wooow so cool darn i wanna reset my network settings
rest of day was fun and laughter haha
kq's mama cooked us beehoon which was v. nice .
afterwards , went to compass with qiqi to eat mosburger
thanks qi for waiting for me till my brother came :> appreciated !
brother crapped on bus .
WHAT IS GOUZEI SIA .
we played taptap tgt with his itouch and he is like pro sia :(
i got a 88% (anyhow tap HAHA)
he got 99 or 98 .
i rmb shiqi said lovegame is really hard haha =D
i agree !
homed and i wanna learn guitar !
bro qts with guitar and its kewl .
hopefully we can do our qt tgt more often :>
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Today !
school as usual .
i love mondays .
it seems to be like no school , pass so fast .
assembly was darn boring .
saw ph after school (Y)
waited outside gdss for bestie .
their seniors so what :/
no offense , but really .
she couldn't meet me in the end cos of her choir .
damn gdss .
homed and slept like pig
homeworked .
LALALA K GOODNIGHT I'LL GO AMUSE MYSELF ELSEWHERE =D
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(why do i feel this way ? i've fallen deeper in luv . i hate this feeling .. whatever the case , i'll find out myself in 10years . if it were meant to be .. :> i'll follow God's plan nevertheless . )

im eating rainbow coloured popcorn now wahaha .
i luv pasar malams ttm y'know .
last 4 days spent so much $$ on food :(
hehe i really like it when i pick a piece of fully hotpink popcorn .
its sooo pretty !
haha i am seriously pigging out !
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service today !
met rj and pearls @ db at twelve
svc great !
i'm totally recharged after p&w !
i shall try not to be so emotional and let my emotions overwhelm me .
God > Problems !!
haha !
after service ate pure cheese pizza yumzxz .
Next week i wanna eat the lamian thing !
wooow im such a glutton , keep thinking about food :>
SHIQICUTESHEPHERDEDMETODAY
JOANNISAWESOMELYHAPPYZOMGOMGBBQXZXZ
thanks Shiqi for teaching .
Really relevant & i WILL apply it to my life no doubts :)
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bonding day @ istana !
wanna rise up to serve God more !
played some hold hand round round game .
i landed up holding two guys hands :<
*bu xi huan*
haha i think my hand very sweaty eh .
poor people whom has to hold my hand HAHA
after that cat and mouse .
i tio forfeit cus i kena tap during the first game !
jacksonnnnnnnnn !!!! :C
forfeit was a innocent looking colleen filled with wasabi .
total ew .
strawberry better hahaha .
i bet everyone never made faces at the camera as we ate .
i stuck my full tongue out LOL
had teaching about S.O.W gonna apply everything alritezxz ! :D
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went somerset @ 313 with qi , brenda & pearl :)
JamSport bag supeerrr nice !
i thinking of starving for a week and a half to buy it .
its sooooo cute .... 40bux :(
darn i feel a little regret of buying my everlast bag .
but its still cute ... i guess HAHA
ate dinner @ toastbox .
ate laksa+barley and studied afterwards
laksa = yumzxzzxxz
haha my parents were craving for it .
i told them i had toastbox laksa for dinner
and they were like "WHHATTT . NEVER EAT WITH US ?"
Haha my parents are awesomely cute .
btw they bought me the mehmeh doraemon
haha btw i just remembered : ruiyong is a dragon !
he say i buy his zodiac haha .
i told him i buy cos its red and it matches my bag then he -.- me . :D
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homed @ eightthirty .
Pretty late for us huh , qi ! haha !
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went to pasarmalam shopshop for food and yumzxz haha im super full now .
but still drinking milo B) COOL
haha k im kinda bored of blogging already so zai jian .
(38DOLLAHS TO JANSPORT WHITE&GREY BAG CUTECHIOSEXYAWESOMEYAY)

im disappointed yet happy .
Though i did not meet my expectations , God showered me with love all the way .
i really thank God for his children on earth .
They fill me with hope :>
as i walked back from nexus , i could not hold back my tears .
in the train , my teardrops fell on the floor .
a middle aged woman gave me a look of concern before using her slipper to step on the tears , dragging them along with her feet .
the tears were dry and the woman smiled at me .
thank God for little acts of kindnessess that strangers do :)
even though im not really a child one can tolerate , my dad sensed i was down and he texted me to remember that he luvs me .
really thank God for my awesome father . I really want to be good salt and light so he'll go back and know Christ once again .
Thank God for the many people who comforted me .
Though not much was said , knowing that you guys care for me in the first place really makes my day .
Thank God for the many people in my life .
I truly cherish and love every single one of you .
Maybe God's plan for me was not to sing in the first place .
Its 23:28 , 32minutes before i can bid farewell to my hope .
most probably i'll not get in but im still thankful that this situation caused me to realize how fortunate i am to have such wonderful people in my life .
Proverbs 5:21 For the ways of man are before the eyes of the LORD, And He ponders all his paths.
I strongly believe that God still has a plan for me .
Whatever the case , i want to serve the ministry with all my heart .

Its all between me and God .
Thankyou , very much .

la di da Desert Song is still stuck in my head :>
haha 2nd day of school was great .
i really like sitting @ the back of the class .
Assembly super stress .
Now our school suddenly so strict on attire sia .
i see nothing wrong in folding skirt honestly .
today i was caught for nothing but socks .
amazing ? =D
lauralim so evil lor .
my socks were pratcially covering 3/4 of my ankle already
still say cannot .
forget bring O.D.T down . i think whole class also never loh . haha .
after assembly met new teachers in our classes .
mr shalome sharome idk how spell , is super funny haha .
tsk shy leh he remember my name haha =D
anyway i really thank God for like being able to go remedial during hols .
Even though i was seriously against it and thought it was a pure waste of time .
i believe spending my holiday playing maplestory (haha) is a worse waste of time :D
Really thankful for remedial lah haha !
if not i don't think i would have completed holiday homework in time .
those two weeks were well spent . Thank God for ms ang :>
Its true how God will never shortchange us yeah ? :D
Haha i think cheng guo mei (joan's mona li mei) really much cuter after she cut hair leh .
hmmz really should work harder on my chinese .
still help to pull up my average bah :D
in this case , help not to pull it down haha .
after all , chinese is one of the easiest subs to get distinctions .
haha i really wanna get amath above !
btw did i mention that sec one boys are very cute ? hehehe
they're all so pewnie like aww .
oh gosh im such a pervert HAHA
hmm geography cracked us up .
forests . haha .
ms sharlene is our art teacher .
art , d & t , home econs & pw all combined siahh .
anyway my group consists of Liam , Paxton , Dexter , Nelvin and Nicholas .
The boy's are researching on football oleh . tsk . haha .
im suppose to do sketching today man .
after school girls collected $$ for board .
luv the disco paper idea .
the girls are so creative !
dabao food from hougang to qiqi's house for lg .
haha pinhan's oyster meesuah v. strong smell .
I ate filet o fish , tsk i want the bunny doraemon but no more .
i bought the dragon one (red) to match my boomzxzxzz bag ! :D
lg was fantastic .
first lg of the year really awesome !
after lg , helped qiqi fold clothes .
Many hands make light work =D
after that , qi went dye hair and rest of us went to eat banmian !
hen hao chi hehe .
but im still feeling the aftertaste of the meat .
yucks , i think i should eat fish only :(
they talked about some tv show .
like v. interesting !
haha i no life never watch tv anymore .
reached home around 7.30 - 8 .
slept till eleven .
im really tired lah , idk why .
i regret not bathing before sleeping cos my xiaochouchou smell v. sweaty now .
haha im blogging on my laptop btw .
its empty now .
quite sad . i lost alot of important stuff .
esp my sermon notes .
sighh .
haha i think i'll go do my maths work now (THANKS LRJ FOR BOOK!)
bye .

First day of school went okay .
currently sitting back of class with joan .
anyway i luv my classroom position cus i dont need to walk much to class anymore . haha .
cheng guo mei cut hair like ping guo :D
slept during some part of mass . till i was poked awake
outreaching after school .
contacts never reply me leh . want to jiayou !
anyway i am now NE rep haha =D
free cca point but no work to be done ! joann likes !
btw have to deco class .
i luv bilboards <:
btw today my hair very black leh . i dont like :(
haha okay , blog tml .
i wanna go pasar malam makan =D
i never eat dinner yet okay , not pig haha !
missyou.

Moodswings and deep thinking thruout the night .
Tears Mucus , eeww
God really touched my heart .
Joshua 1 : 9
Be strong and courageous for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go .
Philippians 4:13
I can do anything through Christ who gives me strength .
I won't let my feelings nor emotions take control .
@ the end of the day , only God matters .

i wont betray trust entrusted . believe me :>
service was great despite my laptop breaking down .
im using pc for now
school's opening in 24hours ugh .
i really dread the thought of seeing that teacher gahness .
ive been nagging 'bout it to lifegroup :(
anyway i owe kq 16bux for my bag !
hehe about thirtyplus bux for my chio red bag :>
joann is a happy girl !
haha im all prepared for school except hmwrk of cos .
hopefully chengmeimei not teaching me XD
i dont intend to do it actually Lol .
not salt and light huh :/
btw im guai lah i did my homework under 2 weeks flat
except cheena lah duh
h2h @ vivo really kewl lah :>
thank God for you girls .
i really wanna grow !!
10 years from now i'll be 24 .
(HAHA 2010 GIVES ME THE EXCUSE TO SAY IM FOURTEEN SOON :>)
by then i want my life to go thru many breakthrus .
why the large gap ?
actually i dont know .
24 is cool Haha .
btw pekkie , dont say i not good lah , even thou half an hour late already ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU PIG !
haha regine pek see you soon , you promised me lunch alrights !
(hotpinkhairpin) cool ! B)
woah i really hop topics like frog (ribbet)
back to the subject ...
ME NO WANNA GO SCHOOL .
but then i wanna work hard for amath abv
so good luck to me .
im determined to do my homework this year okay
i dont wanna slack anymore .
shiqi luv you ah , tutor me ! :D
woah i think im gonna do qt now .
BYE .


& BY THE WAY ...
HAPPY

Going for my choir audition lata .
i'm v. nervous :(
sigh sigh !
anyway im wearing cute suspanders hahaa =D
dreading for school to reopon .
btw went for steamboat buffet with nec 2,3,4 on last day of 2009 .
spent our countdown having girls talk !
teeheehee shiqi ! XD
ive came up with 3 new year resolutions :>
1 (private)
2 stop procrastinating so much
3 dont let my feelings overwhelm me too much .
hehe as rach said , girls are the emotional ones . i dont want to give in to my emotions anymore and simply let God do the rest .
for this year i really thank God for the many people in my life .
and honestly no order . i luv you all !
thank God for all of you :>
btw i scared i cannot remember lyrics leh . pray for me ! HAHA