Gah i hate being sick .
esp if this is how i need to spend the last few days of 2009 .
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But really great things are happening in the blink of an eye . ;)

'...Your sons and your daughters shall prophecy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions.'
[Joel 2:28]

Hopefully God was really speaking to me thru my dreams .
i'm inspired !

Hmmz i still wonder why i sleep so many hours these days .
anyways i'll blog about past week when im free !
really no time :<
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i dreamt visions and all .
really gotta talk to shiqi about them .
its kinda scares and bewilders me .

I wonder if you think about how i feel at times .
your words actions hurt me a lot :(
do you still care for me ?

i'm getting ready for xmas :)
really and truly thank God for unexpected outcome .
turns out , choir audition's cancelled .
no , i'm not a coward .
i just woke up with a far worse and horrible sore throat today .
i was thinking like
"AW GOD , WHAT IS THIS ? I PRAYED TO GET BETTER .. NOT WORSE .. "
and well , God really met my expectations despite how horrible i was lah .
Really gandong to have a God that loves me so much :)
i was like pondering when to send message to daixuan to say i cant make it tmr when he sent down a message saying that the audition was cancelled due to the fact that there was no venue avaliable.
So i'll spend this final week practicing to my best before i go to the audition :)
hopefully i'll get well soon too !
once again , really Thank God !

Maybe i should take a rest .
Maybe the only type of love i'll need is God's .
Am i truly too dependent on human judgement ?
I really need to grow !

Teehee i rebonded my hair today .
not socially responsible huh going out when im sick .
anyway i really hope i can get well soon !
audition's coming soon .
& i haven't really practiced much due to my throat :(
i've decided to sing All For Love by Hillsong United for audition (:
i think its a beautiful song haha .
even pearl said its (Y)
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All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

© 2005 Cbs/Epic/Wtg Records
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hmms hopefully i can get in choir to serve God with a voice he has given me (:
even though i don't think i can sing well , i really would like to sing for God :D
even if i don't get in , i'll try my best in another ministry ^^
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btw i really wanna thank all those whom prayed for me whilst i was sick for i am much better now (:
Thank God for all of you !
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tmr i'm going to do loads of stuff teehee .
Xmas stuff here i come yeah !
I don't wanna limit myself to making for only my lg but i wanna make more for everyone !
teehee look out for my creations even thou it may turn out as a disaster :X
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Bye !

Gah i've been sick for like only 3days yet i'm complaining .
i use the computer for like 2 hours daily now and rest of time is used to drink liquids , eat medicine and sleep -.-
super boring !
choir audition's in 3days :(
i dont think i can recover in time .
i'm still feverish and my throat still hurts .
My dog is so noisy i wake up every now and then .
i leave my room only to go pee
aw , i hate being sick !!
now i sing out of tune wahaha =D
like this how practice for audition huh ?
i gotta sleep soon .
Nights .
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never ever be replaced .
don't spend so much time fretting girl !
if it were meant to be , God will make a way .. :) .

if i dont get used to it now , i never will .

Joann you gotta stand strong and dont let your feelings overwhelm you .
Work hard on the things within your reach for now .
if it were meant to be God Will Make A Way !

Spent my day with Hihs girls & guys today (:
really enjoyed myself uhhuh ? =D
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we all met @ hougang and had lunch tgt with our international dedicates (idk hw spell)
woah macspicy really made me go crazy .
my cheek still swollen HAHA
went to check out warehouse topshop sale !
nonsense totally :/
i wanna wear leopard preens booties to xmas service !
we played pool and had loads of fun .
badminton also haha .
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went home around 8++ ?
hope my contacts come tmr !!
special service yayness XD

Hehe this is so cute .
its 3am in the morning but i'm not sleeping !

Out of the 391 photos where I'm tagged: I'm with 184 different people. 50% are female and 50% are male The top 3 friends I have been tagged the most with are: Krichelle Teo (175 photos with me), Low Rui Jun (117 photos with me), Lim Shi Qi (100 photos with me)


HAH !
Gnight soon .. :)

Heyyos !
quick summery of camp Haha !
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1st day , level 1 & 2 sermons .
hmmmm L4D was great hoho !
qiqi and i both turned v. black thanks to the black ink .
i had warprints/whiskers :)))))
survivors won !
hehe , but we're the infected .
nvm we have more fun can alr XD
checked in after games , thanks to everyone who helped me carry my stuff .
we lost our goggles -o-o- !
hmmm for lunch we had food ?
sss's meals were 1 fish 1 chicken 1 vege daily so yeah it was all about the same .
we initially wanted to order macs but then it was troublesome so we bought cup noodles instead.
slept @ around 3 . i shared bed with qiqi .
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2nd day had l3 and l4
breakfast was yumzxz .
noodles and bread (:
had loads of free time we spent sleeping .
el talento was great .
midgets so cute ^^v
ton-ed the night away .
concert was great .
God really gave me visions that were so overwhelming .
I really want to jiayou for God !
Had heart to heart talks with the girls and when everything ended , i did q.t and fell asleep .
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slept for 1hr for the night and it was okay .
still glad for the h2hs .
phototaking was so fun ^^
we're in front for yhope piccy hehe ;)
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had lunch with nec2 girls and hihs girls ! breeks causeway point .
fried chicken with teriyaki sauce was superb !
home-d after that and slept on 161 bus .
alighted @ sk with qing (:
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when i was walking home , it was drizzling lightly .
upon setting down my stuff and lying on bed , i noticed the drizzle became a v. heavy rain .
Thank God for allowing me to reach home dry and safe .
slept till 12+ i think .
Spent my morning looking at photos and re-wrapping my bible .
I want to treat it properly !
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Who Killed Christmas ?
Heyyos friends .
If you guys/girls wanna come this sat (2.45pm)
Text me okie !
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Bye . :)

Nec stands for NE-Crazy XD

i luv my girls ! (L)

Halo's cuz we're Holy & Innocent :D
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3D2N camp is over boo
but seriously this is one unforgettable camp (:
really glad for the wake-up calls .
Even thou it may not be easy , i'll press on and persevere .
i want to meet all my objectives for the awesome God i'm serving .
jiayou joann ! you know you can do it !

despite losing her ezlink card today :/
noob me D:
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service was v. good !
You're AWESOME !
HAHA =D
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after service , whole NEC watching america's funniest home videos lol
haha it was so cute leh :)
we disturbed dominic HEHE
no doubts he's real adorable XD
ate la mien for lunch .
qiqi very cute hor today HAHAHA
rest of the day spent with people telling each other they're awesome lolz
i rofled when benny told jackson he's very cute HAHAHA
jackson squeaked btw HAHAHA
wooow i'm so evil :/
sorry pork buddy =D =D
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my hairdresser(s) resigned on me !
therefore din rebond my hair :(
doing so after camp hehe.
upon reaching home i slept till 8plus HAHA PIG =D
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tmr going out to do my ezlink card for whole morning before going to shiqi's house !
we're camping there for the night before camp yaaaayyy =D
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You're Beautiful rocks !!
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tata . i'll blog maybe when camp ends :P
maybe a day after cus i'll be pigging out XD

Last prayermeet for NE for the year :(
topic about camp attitude and stuffs
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CHLOE'S SPECS ARE SOO KEWL HAHA!
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dinner @ justacia yumzxz
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home-d early wahaha.
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i'll be running home tmr to rebond my hair after service.
sian ah , what to do during those loong hours ?
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iluvyou,Jesus. XD

TODAY WAS UBER FUN !
Was late psps !
same train as qing (:
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suntan lotion made me brown !
hehehehe
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we played amazing race and till now my feet are v. sore.
ran around whole sentosa !!
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makan till full before we started on our lame games XD
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played water HAHA v.fun !!
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dinner @ harbourfront yumzxz
curry tenpanyaki , super full eat abit nia.
my float is sooo nice ^^
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home-d and played a fool as we walked to mrt
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home-d @ 10.30++ ?
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JAEJOONG XD

LOL recently a lot of people nag at me for being lazy to blog huh
I'M BLOGGING :D
YAY , CELEBRATE ?
wah kinda cool uh , i'm going crazy @ 3am ^^
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Maple superr sienxzxz
xiaoyongyong(HAHA) lv very fast sia.
tsk , i'm on semi hiatus for maple :)
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just yesterday went out with bestiepek
kewlio !
neoprint hao cute ah ? *winkwink*
joke of the day : cloud 7 HAHAHA
byebye $ cos of stupid nail polish.
glow in the dark ? -.-
out of topic but , NEARBY MY HOUSE OPEN SHENGSIONG
HAHAHAHA opens till 11 so i can buy my titbits easier alr keke
was v. tired yst cos tonned night before so slept at 10.
EARLY ? YOU BETCHA.
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HIHS prayer meet today ^^
abit sleepy despite sleeping for 14hours LOL
prayermeet was excellent
God's presence was like so strong ^^
we fasted tgt till prayermeet ended.
thankxGod for my hello panda XD
indian food for lunch yumxzxz
homed at sixplus and napped
i'm playing private server !
fun yay !
jiayi said audi is lame !
:@ !!!
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ne picnic treasurehunt tmr ^^
v. excited idk why :D
HAHAHA TMR HOPEFULLY GOT BLOGGER MOOD BA
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btw , did anyone notice something... ?
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. KIM JAE JOONG
SUPER HAWT !
*SQUEALS*






Wow shuaige !
my future husband can anort ? :S
*slapsface*
Dang gu gu LOL
Hahaha i'm not those type of people that go crazy over idols but...
KIM JAEJOONG :D
HAHAHAHA
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k la , zaijian !
KIMJAEJOONG :)))))))) !

I slept my troubles away.

I'm not going to be somebody i'm not.

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emotional ?