14.9.09
Dreaming.
I slept from five plus to eight today & had weird dreams.
Honestly i hardly remember dreams.
i dreamed of the past.
We were out together , cracking the same jokes.
in a flash, everything was gone.
i saw you walk away & my heart ached so badly .
i remember trying to reach out to you.
before i fell
& woke up.
it was six.
my face was wet .
i convinced myself it was just a dream
& that you're no longer in my life .
but yet i still reminiscence of the times we 3 spent together.
it's just another irreplaceable memory .
After awhile , i fell asleep again .
i dreamt of my ambition .
i was rised up to a shepherd .
i dreamt i made a mistake.
& fell.
so badly .
this made me realize how important it is.
to mind those little cracks.
cos maybe one day
the cracks will form together
& form a big one
to tear everything down.
ThankGod for his signs he made me see today
Amen.