19.8.09
It's hard to forgive someone who had toyed with your trust.
today we had a falling out .
in the past i would ask myself
"Hey , what's wrong with me? In what way i have i been giving others a bad impression of myself?"
Today i realized not my problem people think of me in this & that way.
'Cos there's nothing wrong with me. There's something wrong with how their brains are wired .
Honestly speaking , if i was really as b*tchy as you think i am , i don't think i'll have friends , let alone one .
Seriously lah , i think maybe i'm being hypocritical by saying this cos i make fun of others sometimes , but at least i know them duh?
Making gossip over someone you don't even know , pathetic .
Dawh , I don't need tons of "haha-hehe" girls . I mix with guys yeah? & yet i dont flirt . whoopee O:
Well FYI , flirt does not mean talking/playing/whatever with guys.
flirt Show phonetics
verb [I]
to behave as if sexually attracted to someone, although not seriously
Ohh , am i sexually attracted? nop nop nop.
Nah i don't excel in what i do , but i have people who accept me.
I don't need to list them down as "Gans" or whatever.
But nevertheless after what they have done , i realize what true friendship & love is.
Irreplacable.
I don't have many friends and all.
Who cares , as long as i have those friends , or i would call them , sisters & brothers , i'm contented enough.
Good riddance to you people!
Posting a blog post like this may not be right , but who cares -.- i'm just voicing out my opinions.