after lunch , went to eat prata with wanyi & left my change on the table ):
broke for rest for the day after that ^^
slack-d @ daiso & it was uber fun.
pictures tmr / later :D

Currently @ pepper lunch hg mall :)
teacher's day was great.
aces day 26skips total woo woo !
party was slacky , gahzxz ):
performance kk niah luh ..
hehehehehe lunched w/ pearl & wanyi dear.
XD XD XD !!
Idk where we're going to now anyway haha :D
byebye ! continue tonight 0.<

HI PATRICKSTAR I UPLOADED A PICTURE WITH YOU SINCE YUFEI NEVER TOOK YOU HAHAA HOPE THIS SHALL MAKE YOU CONTENT & I THINK YOU LOOK CUTE IN THIS PHOTO UHHUH?!

Today slacky day @ home .
the rain was fabtastic & slept on till 12 until louis wong phoned me .
GO FOR IT BABOON :D (but don't do it if it really risks too much..)
after that felt darn melancholic looking at the rain drip drop dripple
moped around house till 4 , when dad finally agreed to bring the family out.
brother slept at home as usual lol.
had dinner @ tampines & supposed to buy my samsung star .
decided against it 'cos its almost like my f480.
bought tidbits @ giant & squabbled with mom over hair dye .
i gave in eventually & never bought the dark chocolat bubble dye . (cute leh .. )
rushed to riverdale @ nine to buy some things & made it in time yippie yippie yeah.
home-d & my dog bullied me boohoo .
Starting on B.B soon , so goodnights hehe.
visiting efps tml with wanyi ! cant wait cant wait !
LUV LUV LUV NEC3 ! (kinda random and no link O:)

Wonderful day :)
Met pearl & patrickstar @ hougang
& the flower , balloon & cards were cute :)
was very retarded in hiding the gifts ):
passed it to Dominic the cutie in the end haha
bought tiffany bday girl a metalic bookmark thingy & shared with kohqing . :D NICENICE YEAH?
service was great with Pastor HongTeck from hopekids hehe.
really reminded me of having a childlike attitude for God :)
Sang my heart out during p&w even tho i had cough.
It got worst but hopefully i can heal real quick :)
After service we had yupianmeefen , weiqi was being 'special' and ate tomyam
shared coke with pearl & thank God the coke made my throat better .
Celebrated tiff's birthday yay yay ,

happy day ehy :)
after that , all wanted to go flea market but soon decided against it 'cos no $$$
so we slacked outside meridian as usual :)
camwhored with my webcam & it was v. fun :)
managed to connect to internet for 5mins only hah.
uploaded pics on facebook alrdy :)
squidward & i ate dinner @ macs
the sotong said that the cheeseburger is made up of 98% (dono what) & 2% meat.
v. scary D: whats inside i also dono.
after eating , home-d & made daddy drive me all the way to amoh then econ to buy snacks for me to eat yumyum .
finished uploading facebook stuff & shall slp now :)
nightnight ! HAPPY DAY !

Not really 5 days but i consider today one :)
School was okay.. SO MANY TESTS .
Dilys dear & i ate for one of the first few times during recess :D
Darn full !
Nancy tan approved of my lupsup work HAHA
NOTBADNOTBAD !
Rushed home to repack bag & met caregroup for cg :) (L)
VERY FUNNY , LINA HAD MOLD IN HER NOODLE PRATA THING XD
Very funny hehehe
After cg , went to sports day ^^
Met pearl @ sweet talk & ate malay version of tutu kueh :D
Not very yumyum :(
after eating , played capt's ball with wq :D
Very very fun haha !
Smacked by ball countless times again tsk
My fear of the soccer ball is not so bad now :P
Was hit on my shoulder today .
Pain , but not as pain as i expected.
After a quick game of volleyball , we went to eat beancurd yumyum.
As we trained home , met louis on the way LOL
Not going to play christian songs anymore awh D:
Home-d @ 9 and apparently parents not home.
Dad locked gate so i opened the door and played with yumi HAHA.
Charging lappy for tmr yayness .
lina I MEAN PATRICK
& i are discussing the dabian icecream matter :D
KEWLNESS HEE.
BTW , I LOVE LOVE LOVE NGWANYI LOLZ
Cant wait to see bestie on monday hooray :D
BYEBYE.

haha read title !! YEAH MANNNZZ
School was hooray cos boring lessons are overr.
& that i folded more straw hearts .
I think folding is darn fun loh O:
ms ang scolded me for folding hearts in my pencil case (actually i was smsing)
so bobian loh .
after sch went home & napped v. long .
hahaha cornelius biantai . he thinks v. means VVVV~
i luv my phone loads hee , really missed it a lot =X
floorball tmr , dawh ):
KRICHELLE THE SQUIDWARD IS A BULLY ! ):

Today i will be a changed person .

Tmr's going to be different , dawh .
HEALTHCHECK ! O:
Way to go for me killing time :)
havent done homework & not planning to do >:D

Omg a lil late.
blogging anyway haha.
Combined service yesterday :D
Late cos din receive the meetup message.
ZOMG squidward stepped on my foot.
Happy cleaning shoes for me =(
we walked ard suntect & they ate subway.
i ate yami yogurt 8D
service pratically rocked.
pangsei-ed immediately & went to meet parents.
had superb dinner with cousins & ahma.
Delish!
apparently the receipt is also delish.
$500+ for 8peepos O:
my coconut costed $5.40 like omg ):
Had full seafood yum yum.
loved the scallop thingy and the crab ;D
esp with the fried mantou.
(reminds me of literature cos i always wrote "fried Bao"(friend bao) by accident)
after that dropped off at sk to buy hairband.
V.V.V Good quality .
luv :D
anyways , dl-ing ms privatesvr, cos v. bored.
haha. bye , <3 nwy :X

school was blah as usual.
tsk , nancy tan refuses to mark my work .
had awesomee recess with pearlyn :D
i watched WTP *LIVE*
pearlyn walked me back to class & promised 4 reports to mr koh on monday.
after school , went lunch with felicia :)
went to harmony park & slacked.
darn darn darn ! D:
met pearlyn at mrt and we went to sports day together
sabo-ed by nec4 to remember verses.
CMI CMI CMI D:
fail haha.
After that , went to Kohqing's house to study.
managed to complete some work HAHA.
after that bought dinner(cup noodles) home & pearl & i bus-ed home tgt.
btw still learning how fold stars hahas
hopefully can master !
combined service later on & rly looking forward to it :)
cute dress coming heeeeee

Skipping for p.e :)
sprained neck owie.
recess very interesting huh.
was kissed by zhenni D:
& joan & i kissed TEEHEEHEE :D
muackmuack lah KEKE.
math was slacky .
haha :)
Mt was very LOL.
2/50 for chengyu? HEHE
not bad lah my tikam skills.
a few answers very close.
in fact , 3/4 were close O:
(eg q 1 ans 32 , q2 ans 37 but dombbalek)
christabel said the person who mark my paper comfirm ROFL .
cute lah my tikam skills :)
thanks to group thing , scored total of 7marks ^^
smelly cheena could'nt read my cheena blog.
therefore i am trying to figure out how to use black ink like dawhh D:
Literature was ... booorriinggg.
ms loke looks better without her fake eyelashes yeah ?
after school , walked with anqi , dilys & aysha :)
stomach cramped owie.
thanks sweeties who "dragged" me to hg mall haha muackmuack :D
saw vivian there & waited for cg to start.
owie @ my stomach.
till now it hurts :(
cg was about bible.
very useful :) (Y)
haha after cg , home-d & getting my ee pc seashell netbook if i apologize to daddy tml.
screamed at him & he dulan with me :(
haha back to work for me alrdy haha.
night night.

today we had a falling out .
in the past i would ask myself
"Hey , what's wrong with me? In what way i have i been giving others a bad impression of myself?"
Today i realized not my problem people think of me in this & that way.
'Cos there's nothing wrong with me. There's something wrong with how their brains are wired .
Honestly speaking , if i was really as b*tchy as you think i am , i don't think i'll have friends , let alone one .
Seriously lah , i think maybe i'm being hypocritical by saying this cos i make fun of others sometimes , but at least i know them duh?
Making gossip over someone you don't even know , pathetic .
Dawh , I don't need tons of "haha-hehe" girls . I mix with guys yeah? & yet i dont flirt . whoopee O:
Well FYI , flirt does not mean talking/playing/whatever with guys.
flirt Show phonetics
verb [I]
to behave as if sexually attracted to someone, although not seriously
Ohh , am i sexually attracted? nop nop nop.
Nah i don't excel in what i do , but i have people who accept me.
I don't need to list them down as "Gans" or whatever.
But nevertheless after what they have done , i realize what true friendship & love is.
Irreplacable.
I don't have many friends and all.
Who cares , as long as i have those friends , or i would call them , sisters & brothers , i'm contented enough.
Good riddance to you people!
Posting a blog post like this may not be right , but who cares -.- i'm just voicing out my opinions.

If only you knew .
If only ;

To celebrate , i wanna upload pics :)
Hah , k a lil update then.
Sick since sunday , had to miss cosplay event with squidward & patrick D:

( ME , LINAYEE , TEOWEIQI)
Family picture much? Heeh ;D
Woke up today cramping.
vommited haha.
Mum complained that even tho i sick , i still want sms.
Of cos ! i wanna sms *QTQT* :D
Went to polyclinic and the doctor pressed my stomach lah.
darn painful can ):
He just diagosed me with a weak stomach & say i should just be careful of what i eat.
after awhile , went home & slept like pig.
medicine surely helped i guess.
less pain then before :)
ate subway for dinner & zero sauce cos weak stomach.
i miss chiptole southwest.
Btw , there was beach cleaning today.
xiasuey lah i wanted to go =(
anyway , i suddenly have the urge to say this o_o
I LOVE NEC3 HAHAHA .
Nec4 too , even tho they constantly bully me.
LOVE LOVE LOVE (L)
KK BYE HAHA.
TWTP is sexy ftw!

i want this ;

i want that ;

i'm torn between two.

i don't want to make the same mistake

but i know where the line is.

i won't cross it.

maybe a little support would have helped.

nothing honestly helped .

service was great today !
1/15 for the book :)
after service , went ph house :D
v.v.v nice !!
afterwards , met parents @ shopped.
muji pens rocks :)
well kinda lazy to blog these days haha
here's a "family picture of wq and i"


HI SQUDDIE IF YOU ARE READING THIS LOLZ.
EVEN THO WE FIGHT EVERY MOMENT WE SEE EACH OTHER , SPONGEBOB LOVES SQUIDWARD AND HE ALWAYS APPEARS IN SQUIDWARD'S BATHTUB , SO BEWARE :)

boring day .
chinese blog to be done by monday or zero .
i was darn sure i posted that time lor .
home econs was muffin time yeah
fun =)
after sch , met up with ruijun & had cg lunch @ hgmall foodcourt .
then went to sportday tgt .
never played much haha .
private chat with pearlyn & vivian .
after that , went watch ry 's show thingy
wq den came back & we volley ball-ed
home-d afterwards.
met parents @ sk to buy subway for dinner .
reached home & bathe.
tsk , battery always dead.

Often , people ask me the same question ,
"Why is being a shepherd so important to you?"
Cos i want to be one .
My greatest desire.
Its a way to serve God.
People say being a shepherd is going to be a tough & stressful journey .
I guess its worth it .
I get to serve God the best way i know how .
& that's enough to satisfy my thirst .
Nothing's going to end my journey .
I will be one , whether it takes me forever or not.

Random lah LOL.

I failing tests today chop plus stamp ahah
CIP after school.
Boringgg
After that floorball.
Then chatted with NEC4 & went study with yf & baggio.
Home-ed after that .
SIGH SIGH SIGH .
SEMO TROUBLE AM I GETTING MYSELF INTO ARRRR...

If you need a place where you can run,
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a healer for your pain
When you need someone to love you, Here I am.


You'll never know how much it hurts when i see these 4 lines everyday .
Our broken promises .
I miss what we were.
We were unseperateable .

Today is a loooonnnggg day ohs !
Lit was blah as usual.
Recess with felicia sweetaye haha .
we chatted a lil.
Mt , hahahaha .
math was sleep sleep period
i love ms ang can .
she's the only teacher that lets us sleep ^o^
Science was smsing period no offence lol.
geog was WALAO .
BORING LAH D:
But we learnt that
-> "where can you find forests etcetc?"
"MK'S ARMPIT LOLZ"
tsk i'm such a meanie O:
After school , lunched with felicia sweetaye before rushing for malay.
we were late hahas.
after malay , ran home to change & take my floorball stick :D
floorball did physical training .
& played awhile till 6:45.
OMG haha , i bargained to let us go 15mins earlier :D
after that , met T.H & we went to meet the nes.
We bus-ed to IMH & gideon helped us to keep out bags
Ran tgt :)
Baggio & t.h bully me one lah ):
Hahah , ran awhile & chatted .
stopped at ard 9+ den we bus-ed home
bus-ed to hg den home haha.
texting now :)
quite boring day but who cares LOL.
kk bye i shall play with my old webcam(that i just found recently :])

Sorry for lack of posts , usually too tired to post anything haha .
Saturday .
NDP service haha :)
I looked like a very cute flag :) nah kidding
But my outfit was cute.
i wrote down one of my shortests during that service .
The serviced rocked lah ;D
After service , we all ate lunch tgt & hello to my yupianmifen ;D
We cele-ed lina's bday ! LOVE YOU DEAR .
& OMG HER BALLOONSSS D:
nice k !
After service , played as usual.
wasted time @ outside meridian thingy :)
tsk , everyone played with my hair dye.
IT WAS FUN K.
i rmb so far , vivian , wilfred , kurt , youle & baggio got use it :)
tsk , when wq was asleep i dyed one hair of hers. SHHH.
played till wq was sian & we went to play the 0-20 game.
after that we ate dinner @ auntie anne's :)
dne i pangsei-ed her & went to meet parents .
SUNDAY(Yst)
Happy day!
Went to watch fireworks with shepherd & wq . SIMPLY LOVELY :D
We ate subway & the place we were at was seriously rocky O:
v. nice fireworks ^^
&our flag was cute :)
After fireworks , went home O:
i reached home @ 10+ and bathed.
slept @ 12 ^^.

$$ , be who you were . :(

Grow up already .
One day , everything that happened to * will happen to you.
One day , you'll regret everything you have done .. :)
One day you'll wake up feeling like *.
One day , *'ll turn away .
Seems to me , you'll never learn till then .

LOL joke @ some ppl lah LOL.
but hor , modesty k HAHA :D

Had a great service today.
I'll continue tmr yeah? sorry , quite tired & long day :D

Haha today practically rocked for me yeah?
Zero U.Bs , Zero FHBs :D
How could my day go any better than this? :D

Wore H E A R T B E A T tee with cg :)

Yays!
Slept Early Yst , So woke up earlier than usual :O
Mum was QUITE pleased niah , so yeah HAHA.
School concert was a blast , esp since Dilys is so hyper lah :D LUVS !
Mdm Suzie got applause from sec ones when she walked past :D
Tsk , Suzie lovely !

Concert was v. funny but boring at times yawnyawn ):
don't forget the lyrics , the guy xiasuey lah !
Sing so nan ting :(
Mr Anba was highlight can !
Everyone clapped so loud and so long (Inclu me thanks !) :D
Ms Quan , Not bad eh!

Another segment i liked was the final dance .
Ms Ang danced darn funny can HAHA.

After school , took hihsholyhigh photo with almost everyone :D
V. nice lah the picture .
Shall post later on .
Credits to the guy who took & PH the cute sheepmate :D

Truly amazing after that LOL.
We slacked for around 5-6hours together before going to sports day together (WHICH MEANT MORE HOURS TGT OMG)
Everyone walked around in search of food.
Omg subway has a 1-for-1 offer. Was darn excited to buy lor.
In the end , Queue was sooo long , we decided to eat other things instead.
Pearlyn , Melissa & I ate The Red Sea :D (which jackson the porky commented it looked like rubbish food in plastic bag ):)
Also drank beloved strawberry milkshake :)
We ate and chatted haha.
Talked about likes & dislikes.
Weiqi wanted me to say " I like to be bullied by weiqi "
Tsk , No way :(
After food , Jerome went to shepherd & Pearlyn , Jackson , Yufei , TingHan & I went play :D
We tried to find places to play & ended up @ harmony park (aka block 404).
I squealed when i saw the swings.
In the end , kena mocked by it . xiasuey ):
I will go : "OMG ! LOOK ! SWWWWWIIINNNGGGGGSSSSS!" and clap my hands excitedly.
Well , i guess i am the only one excited by these stuff ):
Bought a darn cheap deck of cards there :D
Tsk , they laughed @ me cos it was so horible quality + made of cardboard.
Jackson's was not bad quality , i admit ):
Was Hungry again , so ate instant mee with pearlyn ! :D
she ate seafood curry , i ate laksa (WHICH IS DELISH)
After that , I got bullied by a lil boy ):
& YF IS A DONKEY :D YAY !
After playing , Yihao & Jerome joined us :D
Bridged till awhile den we made our way to serangoon ~

Bus Journey was haha . Lame stuffs + Jackson's jokes hoho

Reached soon & we slacked @ macdonalds :D
i bought my strawberry milkshake yumyum :)
I think i complimented the lady too much cos she gave me a lot HAHA.
I was like "Wah , see ! so much strawberry syrup & milk one . THE COLOUR ALSO PINKPINK !"
It was so much it was hard to poke lor !
Chatted in the Macs & it was fun :D
The guys all drank frappes tho HAHA.
After awhile , we went to the ne area .
Prayer meet remembered verses :)

Played after that.
Heart attack was very funny HEHEH .
After playing , we walk-a-thon with Ruiyong to pasar malam :)
I bought the sausage :) pearlyn too heeeh !
After eating , we continued our game :D

We were bored & then started a game of Porky.
Say hi to me , the porky of the day :(

Soon , alot of ppl went home & we went to play catching with baggio & nigel haha .
Weiqi & i VERSUS yufei , baggio & nigel :D
It was so tiring lor :(
all of them bullied me lah T_T
Keep run here run there .
Eventually we won ! Yay :D
After that , jackson the porky & another guy was catcher .
Won v. fast . i ran to the road lor HAHA :D
After that , we were tired & sat down to drink water.
Wth lor they said dono what birdshit when i drinking water den i choked.
even now , my throat is sore :(
We played truth and dare & it was so retarded lol.
tsk man i had to ask the neb guys if i could play too , then say nah just joking.
Omg lah , ): !

After that , wq and i went home :D

Met parents @ dhoby & my phone flat .
Luckily , they were waiting for me at the mrt thingy :)
Omg seh they bought lots of stuff for me lah haha.
Blessed ~
Well , Gotta sleep now , its already 1:25AM on my clock.
KK BYEEE <3
Will tweet & blog tmr :D
(Omg i started this post @ 10:25. 3hours alrdy !)

damn you.
seriously damn you.
how could you do that to her?
how could you.
Yeah whatever we broke up.
But why break her heart?
Why can't you accept her for who she is?
Fxck you.
Fxck you damn hard.
What a great boyfriend you are.

School was normal i guess :)
Geog was .. boring as usual.
Math , last minute pass up work , spared from detention ^^
Art , self potrait thingy. I Scored a 74 for previous work :D
English was boring.
Pissing . -.-
Science, did experiment :)
The green thingy was cute :)
Botanical gardens was boring la , no offence .
Bus-ed home & met aaron there.
Walked home tgt & com-ed .
Hmwrk done so yeah FREEDOM.
Except nancy tan's .
Blah.
K thats all byee :D

I Guess i made a few mistakes. What should i do?
i'm sorry for the tears i made you cry.

Normal day @ school today.
Mothertongue was full of laughs :)
LCE we have to do a project :)
Yay !
Interviewing mdm suzie tho HAHA.
Going to be a BLAST. Kahboom !
Fieldtrip briefing was blah.
Obvious stuff man ):

After school , had lunch with my adorable shepherd & evil weiqi <3 (dont worry lah , i still love you HEHEHE)
After subway , adorable sheepmate joined us & pearlyn ate at qi ji O:
GET WELL SOON WEIQI ! I LOVE YOU !

After that , pearlyn,pinhan & i headed for home :D
Gossip hoho O:
Slept the moment i reached home .
Now i'm kinda awake to do homework haha
Btw i started this post @ 11:08pm but mia-ed till 1:34
WELL , GOTTA CATCH UP ON HOMEWORK . BYEE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE SIM.

A FULL DAY OF FUN (:
One wish unfulfilled though, ruiyong told me its okay and i shouldn't blame myself because of it.
Well , there's always a next time i guess ^^
Woke @ 9
I spend sooo long to choose my clothes =(
In the end , i wore 3 layers of clothes ^^
Bareback tank , hotshorts , rumper & Bf tee (:
For hair , it was worse.
I spent at least half an hour on it.
It i think it looks v. cute lah O:
Met dearling cg @ dhoby mrt (:
I was QUITE EARLY compared to usual.
Went off to eat breakfast then O:
Apparently vivian , shiqi & tiffany were earlier ):
Bought strawberry milkshake (L)
When everyone came , We walked together to Nexus .
We were early ! :)
But had to wait quite long , WORTH IT ANYWAY !!
I played with the mask , annoying my cg (:
So hot lah !
Halfway , ruiyong brought vivian's brother away (CUTE!)
& said he bring him go play O:
Vivian's bro ends up @ NEC1/2 O:
Service was darn good !
I cried a lot inside though.
Alot meant alot to me.
Especially Veron's talk .
Make me hate my scars .
Gahh :/
Macaroon's I Just Don't Love You No More made me cry a lot lah ):
TeckGhee Wonders had an awesome Love Story ! Nice chords!
I Forgot the rest of the names but i liked them all equally O:
Voted for macaroons mainly cos i like their song ^^
TGW won eventually (:
I never wrote down notes !! SIGH ):
But lots were replaying in my head .
Made me do lots of self reflection.
& Made me love the holyhigh group alot lah :)
Haha joke of the days : Krich & jackson the pork HEHEHE .
i'm so mean lah HAHA .
Anyway , HolyHigh group , I LOVE YOU <3
In fact i love the whole NECs cos they rock !
After service was melissa's belated birthday celebration .
Not bad ! HEHE .
Eventually i found my one dollar coin in my exploded strawberry milkshake plastic bag O:
HUNT OF THE DAY !
Teehee .
Ate long awaited korean food (:
I LIKE THE FRIED DUMPLINGS !
Planning to eat something different next week (:
Everyone accuse me of wanting to "jian fei" ):!!
But the dumplings are seriously filling HEHE :DDD
After eating , krich & i went to slack as usual ;D
Played bridge with yufei & jackson .
V.V.V FUNNY.
Jackson very joke lah HAHA.
Yufei keep calling himself handsome boy siol HAHAHA .
After awhile played truth or dare.
"WOULD YOU RATHER KISS JACKSON OR PUNCH YOUR MUMMY IN THE FACE?"
"KISS JACKSON!"
HAHAHA . YF & Jackson was so joke after that truth lor.
What's the name of Jackson's father? Jack. LOLOLOL.
I expected jackson to really throw his shoe to the road .
Cheat my feelings one lah HAHA.
After that , Everyone walked to angsana park , krich & i went to find rj :D
LRJ was studying !
So we walked to angsana park to play bridge ^^
Played with krich , jerome , brandon & jiayi
BATTLE OF THE SEXES !
Jiayi considered being a woman .
But decided against it because he said he still had his that thing
HEHEH .
Eventually , tied .
WQ & I then went to find LRJ AGAIN
STUDYING !
Krich & i agree she's v. hardworking lah O:
We then trained home & i was stuck outside house cos parents still @ parkway.
UGLY MOMENTS HEHE . All very ugly and unglam ^^
Well thats all HAHA .
Nights .
I LOVED TONIGHT DEARLY YEAH !