This post is for two set of people.

one for my best friend in the world:
P , i know its wrong to say those stuff to you. You think we don't deserve your trust anymore. Have you ever put yourself in our shoes? I told you because keeping and dragging in on , it'll hurt you more , seriously. wy and i are not angry , nono. We don't hate you . I rather you hate me all your life , but please , don't hurt wy . i know its kinda pathetic to be trying to defend her when i can't defend myself but, wy cares a lot for you. she's very worried about what has happened. before you like roll your eyes @ my message , remember what we used to talk about : one should be slow to anger and fast to forgive. i'm sorry , and for wanyi's sake , please explain at least something to us.

one is for .. them
stop it . seriously stop it.
i don't want to strike back or etcetc .
even if you hate me so much and enjoy calling me a bitch , then say it in my face once and for all. if that'll make you happy. why do it behind my back when you can just say it in my face. carry on thinking i am being pretentious / etc etc as you like. because i'm already who i am. nobody can change that fact.