boring day @ school today.
yawnz.
bus home-d with christabel .
we bought sandwitches to buy the 7-11 capsuels filled with the mr / little miss keychains.
i got a mr happy and little miss chatterbox.
she got mr happy(!) and mr small.
lucky us , hehe .
chatted a lil on the bus before home.
som1 had a bad haircut btw.
(marcus , you too LOL)
anyway i guess that's all for now.
bye.

just finished reading What I Did For Love by Val.
Sad story :(
Touching also , heartwarming la
nice read :D
Eun Ji Won!
Eun Ji Won!
Eun Ji Won!

Back to school today.
seriously i dont like school :/
shall not talk about school , me no like . not at all.
Met with CG to eat lunch tgt aft school :D
Pepper lunch hehee.
chatted as we ate and after that pearlyn went library , ruijun,weiqi and i went home :)
napped as i slept for 1min yst. (5.59 sleep , 6:00 wake)
very shuang :)
kk thats all . byebye.

I Promised myself i would never cry .
I broke the promise .

quick post on yst & today b4 i start on my homework :D

NE Sports day yst.
Was kinda late after being lost in serangoon lol.
came on time as people were having prayer :(
played captain's ball , very hehehaha .
ruijun play halfway pangsei me go homework :(
there was this time where i was drinking my soya milk halfway ,
then i walk back to play that time the ball bounce on my head .
then idk why i kept laughing till the soya milk almost came out =(
Went home @ ard six plus with ruijun :D
she had to go back nexus for MM i think
both bought tarts before going our separate ways. :'(! (nah , kidding :D)
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Today ^o^
woke at 9.59 but slept on till 10:23
Yumi was sick after eating stuff from my bag and therefore she vomited =(
my bro kept calling her vomit girl after that lol.
Rushed to kovan to meet melissa and pinhan.
they came into the train i was on :D
hehehe , met vivian , lina(i think) , kohqing and brenda @ dhoby :D
then walked to nexus aft pinhan ate her breakfast ^^
weiqi was on usher duty , ruijun on MM.
pris and sun were late. overslept.
THEY BROUGHT A FRIEND BTW :D
yayness.
bigger cg ^^
HEHEHEHEHEHE.
i liked today's service , not so on the preeching nooffense.
mainly cos i could'nt catch up with the slideshow.
the pastor was like "LOOK AT ME"
then i look at him till forget to write down notes =(
Aft service , yupianmeefen time :D
ruiyong says we are very standard LOL
but its nice =(
anyway , aft eating i chionged my last few science questions .
then we bridged till they aunty say we cannot play
(Weiqi unhappy cos her cards then were fantastic =X)
after that went toliet with em cos hair was messy . esp mine :)
lina's hair has a streak of HOT PINK ! :O
me like leh!
i find lina very cool actually :D
weiqi and lina planning to meet each other at general office on monday :O
hopefully i don't need to meet them =X
We can always meet other time huh weiqi :D
HEHEHEHEHE.
i feel evil lar =(
bad vibes! bad vibes!
God bless Weiqi don't kena caught by suzie(louis' wifey) on monday :D :D :D
me feels much better.
YAY.
When reached home , told mummy that i needed to buy my sch stuff , sch was starting :O
and she pushed me and daddy out to buy instead as she slacked with the pig(yumi) =[
bought black zinc bag , white oversized tee & stationary.
i wonder why my stationary bills always go over twenty bucks.
sheesh i'm buying too much junk sometimes =(
btw i like my top very much :D
surprised to find it at bugis @ only 10bucks.
me like!
homed after stationary shopping @ compass.
whee, my Helix is swollen.
stupid sotong i chose to eat yesterday.
yummy nevertheless , worth it... =(
anyway thats all for now , wanna chiong assessments .
BYEBYE :D

HERO'S CAMP TEE KOPED FROM BROTHER!
I LIKE :D


PEKKIE & I
My hair's in a mess after removing cap =(
H E A R T B E A T TEE!
LOVES!<3


Pekkie and I wanted Jump shots :D


This is pekkie introducing KBOX to you! :D


Pekkie and I again :D


Me being secretive . Pekkie showing my secretive-ness


Pekkie says that we retards = equals love :D
p.s , was not looking at the camera cos i was trying to see if reflection could see our faces :D


SMILES! :D
Taken with the VIP kbox room doors! :O


Me sticking out tongue at pekkie and she is trying to imply i'm mean D:


I AM TALKING ABOUT PEKKIE!
My mouth is closed shut cos i was actually opening my mouth like a crazy woman.
as pekkie took the picture , i quickly closed my mouth :D


THIS IS PEKKIE'S CRUSH.
Love yourself! :O


This is one of the pictures we developed :D
On my landyard i think ^^


Pekkie singing :O


PINEAPPLE SQUASH + View of E!Hub + Pekkie.


Pekkie singing :D


Our table of yummies + my mic :D


Can you see the darker looking part?
We dropped some pepsi and tried to whipe it up using alchol sheet they provided.
Made it very wet :O


our yummies again :D


MY SPRINGROLL ! YUMMY :)


Pekkie singing again :D


Our KBOX reciept . :D
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AND THE BEST PHOTO YET :O!
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MY PIERCING :D
*BHB*x100

HAHA thats the end of my photos =X
hopefully can post more posts like this next time ^^
BYEBYE :D

KBOX TRIP.
( pictures in separate post :) )

Planned to go out whole day with PEKKIE , meeting at HG Mall @ 10ish to eat breakfast together :D

Woked at 8:30 , snoozed till 8:31.
Did daily stuff and took a quick bath and texted pekkie :D
changed and checked if i brought my stuff and all ,
left house at 9.30.
forgot to wear lens , crap :(
then rushed home to put on .
9.45.
forgot to bring my cap! crap :(
so ran back again to get it.
met pekkie at a late 10.19 ):
ate sausage mcmuffin meal with hot milo , mainly cos very broke :D , YUMS ^^
pekkie ate hotcakes+sausage meal.
After awhile , left hougang and bused to punggol , before going to Ehub :D
same bus with KH.
Very funny LOL.
he makes me feel scared about going to have braces :(
(btw , my next dental checkup will be in like months . YAY for not needing braces. YET.)
crapped around for 2hrs , arcaded and laughed ah KH and friends for playing street basketball with the low hoops.
after that we had photo time till some woman chased everyone there off.
then went to NTUC to buy stuffs :D
popcorn ; wheelcracker. YUMS :)
Aft that , developed some photos :D (now in me wallet and
KBOXED @ 2.
very cute HAHA.
aircon spoiled effect. SO COLD.
(p.s , we never noticed the air con remote till we left)
student tapas , with pekkie's kbox membership :o
ate sotong tho my ear does not allow it.
SINGED FOR A VERY SHUANG 4HRS.
FUN & LAUGHTER.
I LOVED 郭靜'S 知道. Very nice :D
S Club 7's Have you ever was also nice :D HEE.
1hr before our session ended , the waiter came in and offered drinks.
then the conversation was very cute . hehehe :D
Waiter: you guys want to order any more drinks?
both of us shook heads.
Waiter: you order drinks or fries and all , then i shall give you two for the price of one.
Pekkie: Donwan!
waiter looked and noticed our popcorn :D
Waiter: Wah popcorn. you guys eat all these stuff not thirsty meh?
Pekkie: No.
Waiter: come on la , very good offer . you order one drink i give you two.
Pekkie : you give us , we take lor
Waiter: *gives a amused face* Lol , so do you want?
Pekkie: donwan.
then the waiter left the room.
Then pekkie told me that the waiter keep asking , very "fan"(IRRITATING.) LOL.
left at six :)
then bus-ed to punggol.
during the bus ride , people shook their head at us :D
BTW BTW BTW
REGINEPEKPEKPEKKIEEEEE MESSED A LADY'S HAIR :O
naughtynaughty tsktsk.
she kept laughing as she said it.
some guy kept DIAO-ing us .
therefore he dropped his musicplayer AND earpiece.
HAHA.
alighted and waited for another bus to bring us to hougang.
One guy returned my wallet :O
"you dono meh ? he was the guy sitting behind us"
"oh , i never noticed"
Turns out i dropped my wallet :(
Thank God that guy was kindhearted to return it.
Anyway there was only like $2 left and a picture of me and pekkie inside my wallet.
"OMG YOU ALMOST LOST OUR PICTURE :( !"
hahah , reached hougang and pekkie and i bought an ice stick each :D
GRAPE.
Me no likey btw.
We then walked to the cd place to check out a CD pekkie wanted.
She decided against buying mainly cos it only had 12songs on it.
Left and shopped for make up :D
i am pokai , therefore : NO MAKE UP FOR ME.
The eyeliner i want = 19.99 = ME POKAI.
SAD ):
anyway , walked out with pekkie before meeting parents.
Car broke down outside holyhigh btw.
2hrs before technician came .
suayness. sigh.
homed and munched on ZINGER :)
was texting joan and marcus then too :D
yst marcus was crazy btw,
he told me that he saw an ahma running then he laugh.
Like hello? COLD CAN?! LOL.
(i admit that i'll laugh too.)
spent rest of the night finding blogskin and msn :D
No skin i like tho :(
thats all , TEEHEE.
Shall end post here.
Next post is the pictures post.

THANKS WEIQI!
YOUR ADVICE REALLY CHEERED ME UP :D
& Yes , i have finished the book of James , and shall apply from it :D

"As we walked through the cold sand , the beach lit only by the dim moon and the flashlight I held, I started to look for shells . Every few steps , I would stop to pick one up , but every one I found was broken or had holes in it - so I'd throw it back. By the time we left the beach , I still hadn't found a flawless shell.
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... in his palm was a perfect white shell. He smiled and said that he found it for me that morning. I felt my heart melt. It was at that moment I knew it was time to stop searching for flaws and missing pieces - I had someone in front of me who'd been perfect all along."

Tho this may be an extract from the novel L.A Candy by Lauren Conrad (romance story) , I find the extract very meaningful , and that perfect person turned out to be my heavenly Father :)

promise to blog tmr .
nomood.

I try so hard not to let it bother me.
But I can't. So I just need to learn to move on and learn from it.

Nothing much to blog about today :D
Pretty much slacked the whole morning with WANYI♥
SORRY PEKKIE♥ :( !
Anyway, went out to dine with parents , borrowed books (not bookworm . HEE :D) and HOHO,
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PIERCED
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EAR!
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HOHOHOHOH.
Very happy haha !
My mom says the 3rd piercing makes me look punk :P
mainly cos its like on the top of my ear?
HAPPYHAPPY.
Was more pain then first and second piercing tho :o
Wanted to pierce more in the future but Mummy made me promise not anymore
"A few nice alrdy , pierce some more look like cow"
In fact , i find cows very cute LOL.
Not only that they produce milk :)
humans do too but who dares to drink it except babies , comeon -_-
Thinking of piercing more :( but i dont want to break promises!
*pang of guilt.
Anyway , Thats all for today :D
Expected to post pictures tomorrow as i go KBOX WITH RETARDWAN♥(aka PEKKIE :D)
HOHO , Hopefully as i sing , the glass shall not break :D
HEHE, ENDING MY POST HERE.
SAYONARA , SAYONARA <3

You Got Me Speechless ;
I never knew how important our friendship meant to you.
I took it for granted , mainly cos i thought i found new friends.
Blood is thicker than water ,
sorry jie , i'm really sorry.

Back from CG <3
Today was yayness :D
Was late LOL
Left house at around 3.30 , only reached at around 5?
Mainly cos i wrongly estimated the time , last minute bought the chips and was unable to find PH's house initially.

At PH's house , watched FIREPROOF!
very nice storyline! about how a fireman tried to save his marriage with Jesus by his side .
*or something like that :O*
Very touching and romantic la ~
Tho the man thought at first the marriage would not work out ,
after doing the Love dare for 40days , he had found faith in God and started to understand unconditional love.
Very gandong )= !
During the movie , PinHan was very cute LOL
She kept estimating the words the people were going to say next.
Most of the time , she was right :O
PRO ! HAHA :D
Haha , after the movie , ate @ cosmo something at heartland mall :)
Crispy noodles , Hee.
Din quite like it much tho :O
Left early with RJ and Pris and walked home.
Was very eerie tho )=
Reached home and watched tv awhile before starting to blog :D
YAY.
PSPS , Short post , cos i have nothing else to say =(
BYEBYE :DD <3

我为什么那么想念我的弟弟..?

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES(:

Was shopping for my brother's stationary when I noticed popular selling something i loved a lot during my childhood days.

something called "FLUFFY LONG NECK MALLOWS"
Aka , a long long colorful marshmallow =D
I remember going home from my tuition class and going to this underground mama shop.
and I'll always buy it , around 60cents?
Then I'll nibble it all the way home , either when I walk home with my brother or my mother. :D
Now times had changed , I no longer ate it as I came home , mainly 'cos many places don't sell it anymore. And 'cos i don't live at CCK anymore.
And so yeah , i'm blogging about this childhood memory of mine :D
Shall be a lame post , HEHE.
I bought it at popular , and left it on the floor.
Then some aunty came and inspected it.

and she sniffed it all around , and even bit on it =(
so i screamed at her to go away !
ROAR.

and she gave me an act blur face and pretended to be a good yumi :O
then i shoo-ed her away.
Mean me :O

and then she ran away and acted like she never wanted my mallow =X
TEEHEE.
I LOVE MY MARSHMALLOW.
*p.s , this is a crap blog post cos i have very little posts now , after deleting previous blog :O
and i'm blogging this only because i want to disturb my dog , and promote my marshmallow. YIPPIE.*
btw , when i was going to post , yumi barked =X

& More blogging tomorrow , after CG ! Yay =D

KAHPHUEY.
seriously -.-

John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew,but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words ofthe book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss
Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shippedoverseas for service in World War II. During the next year and one month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding.
Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked like. When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7:00 PM at the Grand Central Station in New York. "You'll recognize me," she wrote, "by the red rose I'llbe wearing on my lapel." So at 7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never seen.
I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened:
A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, andin her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing arose. As I moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips.
"Going my way, sailor?" she murmured. Almost uncontrollably I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Hollis Maynell. She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A woman well past 40,she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat.. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes.
The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away. I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet sodeep was my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and held my own. And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her. This would not be love, but it would be something precious,
something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful. I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment. "I'mLieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?" The woman's face broadened into a tolerant smile. "I don't know what this isabout, son," she answered, "but the young lady in the green suit
who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat.
And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should go and tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!"
It's not difficult to understand and admire Miss Maynell's wisdom. The true nature of a heart is seen in its response to the unattractive.

UNIT CG WAS LOVELOVED ! ♥

Had Unit CG @ vivo .
Met PH and KQ at Hougang , but waited on for Weiqi .
Weiqi and i thought we were late but we were around just on time. I guess =X
Shopped for our picnic @ GIANT.
Bought too much bread , LOL!
Had "picnic" lunch. Was very nice !
Seaweed sandwich(:
Then rested awhile and thought of games to play.
Played H20. had so much laughs :)
Anyway , RuiYong said girls accelerated when we screamed.
Quite true , Haha!
One of the most enjoyable days during my hols exclu UNSTOPPABLE CAMP!
After that it was "splinter removal period"
RY then treated us to Ben and Jerry's !
TYTY !
grabbed a spoonful of chocolate icecream and ran off to meet Mr Strong (: ♥
Chatted and arcade-ed =)
around 6.50 , ran off to watch Ghosts Of Girlfriend's Past :)
Overall very nice story line , needs understanding of the situation though .
Spend rest of the time after the movie walking around vivo :)
Train-ed home at around 10+ :)
reached home @ 11 ^^
KK , Shall End my short post here =)
BYEBYES! xoxo(:

i want to blog.
yet i have nothing to blog about )=
AH! yes (:
i am most probably getting braces!
yays =D
not cos i like it but my teeth are crooked and the dentist say it'll make my teeth fall faster cos i also have weak gums :/
so yeah , YAY TO BRACES. *Cheers*
Shall blog and post some piccys tmr after CG @ Sentosa!
kk bye =)

I MISS UNSTOPPABLE ):
I MISS NEC3!
I MISS CHURCH SERVICE !



will not be able to see weiqi on sat service for she has star cruise ):
i miss the chalet ALOT D:
I MISS NEC3 ! RAHH !

wah sian that fucking bitch today come bk, haiz she is a coward man. she scare i scold again go block me still sae she nt scare tok crab man.

I'm not a coward. I just don't wish to hear from you. Even if i unbanned you , you'll still be talking the same "crab" and what's the use of listening again and again? I get your point , and it's up to me to change at parts where i need to. I never denied not reflecting myself. I just don't need to listen to your every command because you don't own me . God does. I don't need to listen to you. I can gladly say i see no need in having to be so keen on seeking acceptance that i go against my own wills. Whether you treat me as a friend or as your worst and most loathed enemy , I don't mind. Seriously , i am neutral to people like you. Getting affected over these type of things is a waste of time . Giving in would only mean defeat . Popularity ? So what? I don't bother. If you still wish to carry on with your immature ways of flaming , go on. This is not a flame. Its a shout out to you to grow up.
And you others who want to scold me a bitch and what so ever , go on :)
If you think i say things to act like i did nothing wrong , den go on thinking so.
I can't change the thoughts of others. And i don't see any benefit of doing so.
Think as you may , Do as you like.
If you think I'm trying to say others but not myself , nah , at least i take the initiative to change.
Talk is cheap , Actions are deep.
I don't need to prove to anyone but God :)
By the way , this is what i learnt : Vulgarities shows the ugly side of you.
Man do i regret using those filthy words.
Disgusting , really.
Go wash your mouth.

1CORINTHIANS 13:4-13
Love is patient , love is kind. It does not envy , it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered , it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

REFLECTION FROM PASSAGE:
Only does God's love last a lifetime .
Men have different views on love.
Some say its a feeling of happiness with someone you love and all ,
In my opinion , Love equals God .
True love can only be found in God.



p.s , i decided to read quotes from the bible daily and reflect them in my blog. Non believers , condemn me as you wish , I don't care . I don't wish to seek acceptance from man , but only from God. If you think me turning to God is bullshit and some excuse to gain sympathy , all i can say is No. I do not need sympathy and i do not want it. I don't care about what others think of me. Even if i have to stand alone and walk through my life myself , I don't mind. Jesus , my parents and those few true friends are enough. This is my blog and i can do this i want in it. Except maybe flaming others because its immature and i have learnt that flaming made me bring myself down to their level. I do not wish to flame others anymore , for it is unfair and judgmental. If i had flamed you in the past , well enough , sorry. Gloat over this as you might , if someone slaps me on the cheek , i must turn and let them slap my other.

<3 loved unstoppable camp!
pictures first , then i'll blog , later i guess.
credits to PINHAN for pictures! :D
i'm uploading only the two group photos cos com's lagging. BYEBYE <3
:D

I have started a new blog.
I do not wish to remember the past nor live in it.
I don't care about what others think anymore.
What matters is that God loves me , and there are others that do too.
Hate me as you like , i don't care .
Seriously i don't .
I don't need anybody.
I can stand alone.
I have people in my CG to turn to.
People that i actually can trust .
My spiritual sisters.
Not some fakes that come and go.